Aishhh... This is my story... but before i go on.. Everyone.. PLEASE CONCERN.. IM JUST 16.. well.. setiap kali pi shopping je.. x kisah laa kat mne2 pun.. bila lalu je kt depan ke kt sblah ke kt blakang orang yg promote suh buat insurans tuu.. mesti kene tahan.. "awk2 / adik2 / kak2.. singgah sini.. kejap je.. kak ade dh buat insurans?? (aku plak ckp.. x.. xley buat ag) dia jwb.. pesal lak xleyh buat kak.. murah je ni.. ni untuk mase depan akak jugak ni.. kalau jadi ape2 x susah sangat... (bukan sbb harga laa .. masalahnya.. x ckup umow lagi laa...) ehh.. xde laa kak.. insurans.. 18 tahun pun dah boleh buat.. xpe kak.. meh buat.. kejap je... ( yang abg pandai2 panggil sy akak ni psl?? sejak ble sy jd kakak abg?? abg tau ke umo sy.??.. ) ehh.. adik umo berapa ni?? ( 16 je larh ) ehh.. btol ke ni.. sorry2....

kalau sekali je xpe laa.. ni.. tiap2 kali je terserempak ngn org yg promote insurans ni.. buat letih aku je.. tu yang aku bengang tuu... last2 sekarang.. aku lalu je kt makhluk2 insurans ni.. kalau ade bunyi cam diorg nk promote kat aku jgak... cepat2 aku sebut... bawah umo... then.. blah trus... lantak diorg laa... lagipun.. bt ape aku peduli sangat.. nk percaya ke xnk.. nk ckp aku sombong ke ape ke... hell i care...

??WhEre hE iS??
It'S beEn a DaY I DiDnt hEar hIs v0ice..
fEeL lIke iTs t0o l0ng..
dEar.. I rEallY2 MiSs u..

lAst nyTe..
hE sAid t0 me..
"l0ve u.."
aNd evEn wHen tHe call Lasts..
I sTill hEar hiS v0ice in mY minD...
wHile my HeArt kEep sAying..
" I love you too "

wE supp0se t0 haVe a cYbeR DaTe at 12.00am
eVen th0ugh I hAve a Lot oF thIngs t0 do..
weLL..
I'vE wAitEd f0r him SincE iTs jUst 10.00pm..
wIth a h0mew0rk in Fr0Nt oF thE lApt0p..
cUrreNtly appEaring INvIsibLe t0 eVerY0ne eLse..
bUt jUst aPPearEd aVailaBle f0r hIm..

tImes kEep PasSing..
aNd its ALm0st 12
i cL0sed mY b0ok..
aNd pUt mY eyEs oN thE scReen..

anD n0w iTs aLreaDy 12..
mInutes By mInuTEs kEep pAssiNg..
...but...
???wHere Is Him???

okAy..
i kEep wAiting..
fr0m 12 tiLL 1
fR0m 1 tiLL 2..
bUt thEN afTEr thAt...
i reAlizeD..
MaYbe OuR DaTE WilL Be P0stPone..

cUrreNtly n0t sLeepIng untIl it wAs 5.30 am..
bUt n0t bc0z iM waIting f0r hIm anYmore...
iTs jUst..
I cAnt sLeeP..
My eYes eVen feEL too lIght..
n0t bEing hEavy as b4..

I d0nt ReAlly LikE t0 wAiT f0r pEoplE..
iM not a KinD oF pAtiENt gIrl..
Ill bC0me aNgrY if pE0pLE hANg mE f0r n0thinG...
bUt thIs timE..
wAitIng f0r hIm..
hurmm..
I d0nt evEn fEel Like tHat..
iM jUst bEing cAlm as tHerEs n0thing t0 do..
bEsiDes..
I'm hAppy..

wAitIng f0r hIm..
weLL..
I'll nEvEr rEgRet..
eVen itS f0r a yEar..
iTs n0t evEn a wAste oF timE f0r mE..
aNd..
If I hAve to..
sUre..
I'll wAit f0r Him f0revEr..

...I.L.H.S.M...

..hurmm..
ni laa hidup aku..
sekarang..
ive been a boarding sch0ol studENt..
eAsy t0 say..
duDuk kat h0stel larh aku..

duluu..
terIngIn sgt nk p MRSM
sekarANg..
bila aku dah sampaI...
aku SenDIri x pasTi..
entAH kenAPa.. akU nk sangAt pergI sane >>>

meMangLaa...
x teruk sangAt puN....
taapii...
wHAts so SPEciaLL???

DAMNED...
i Miss mY SeMEnZA...

skUla mne2 puN saMe jerKK..
IkhLas dan kesUngguHan
Nk TimbA iLmu tu yanG pALing PENTING...

EnTAh bila..
baRu akU b0leh beTul2 BeTah duDuk kt cNI...
x kisah laa pasal kne bsuh bju sdri tuu...
mesiN pun aDe kalau dh maLas sanGat pun..
gUnA syiLING RM2 DA ABes kAen leyh basooHH...

tp xPelaa..
aku UsaHa je Duluu..
at LEast.. ade gAK penGalamAN.,..
sekarang pun... da bnyk bnde gle aku buat..
weLL... rulEs are mEant t0 be BROKEN... hahaha..

Btw... kEadAan Ro0mAte yaNg sP0rting2
bnyAK mEmbaNtu Aku untUk tRuS sTay...
wAlAupun..
dAK2 kt sne aDe je yG x bEraPa puas HaTi ngn Aku..
sELalu jE caKap Belakang saL aq..
eveN.. akU xdE bUat slh kt di0rg...
tApi.. aKu mnX mAaf larh jGak ea..
TeruskAN g0sIp anDa...
HELL I CARE!! huhh..
KaPal ke... TeVezz kE.. kePala BesAr ke..
just go on!! :)

??MY BOYFRIEND??

HURMM..
ONLY CERTAIN PEOPLE KNOWS WHO IS IT..
THE MOST SPECIAL FAIRY..
THE ANGEL OF MY LIFE..
DAMN TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH HIM UNTIL I FEEL SOME KIND OF AFRAID..
AFRAID THAT OUR LOVE WILL FADE BEFORE IT REACH ON THE TOP OF THE RELATIONSHIP..

HE MAKES ME DROWNED..
DROWNED IN HIS LOVE..
THERES NO ONE WHO COULD SET US APART
COZ HE HAD BEEN THE TATTOO IN MY HEART..
REALLY CANT LIVE WITHOUT THIS MAN...

OH MY..
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH..
EVEN MILLION THOUSANDS OF WORDS STILL CANT EXPLAIN IT...
I HOPE HE CAN SEE MY HEART EVERYTIME HE LOOK IN MY EYES..
THE HEART THAT USE TO BEATS IN THE POWER OF LOVE..

EVEN THOUGH WE ARE FAR APART..
BUT I DONT THINK THAT THOSE DISTANCE WILL SEPERATE OUR HEART..
IM SORRY FOR ALL OF MISTAKES THAT IVE DONE..
I ALWAYS MAKE HIM SICK..
MAKE HIM HURTS FOR NOTHING..
AND MAD AT HIM FOR NO REASON..

I NEVER MEANT TO DO SO..
BUT IM NOT PERFECT..
I CANT DO ALL THE THINGS PERFECTLY...

HONESTLY..
I REALLY WANT TO BE WITH HIM..
MORNING TILL AFTERNOON..
AFTERNOON TILL EVENING..
EVENING TILL NIGHT...
NIGHT TILL MIDNIGHT..
N MIDNIGHT TILL THE MORNING BACK AGAIN..

IN MY MIND..
ITS ONLY HIM..
OWH GOD PLEASE SEND MY LOVE REGARDS TO HIM..
TELL HIM..
I REALLY MISS HIM..
EVEN A SECOND WITHOUT HIM IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME SICK..
AND GOD..
PLEASE BE WITH US..
SO THAT WE CAN BE THE MOST BLESSING COUPLE EVER..

DEAR MY LOVE... I NEED YOU NOW!!..

actually.. aku xtau ape aku nak buat..

nk tulis pun.. xde idea sgt..

tp.. aku tulis je laa ape yg tersarang dalam otak aku..

mmg manusia xkan pnah puas dgn ape yg dia ade..

ape yg dia alami..